Thursday, July 9, 2020

Hope

Yeah, hope sounds like a teacher 
Yeah, hope sounds like a preacher 
It’s on a lame set of google quotes 
Or it’s contrived in movies about 
Lassie the dog or a cringe master 
Rom-com, or a coming of age re-make
Or some underdog winning at the 
Darkest hour.
Yeah it’s hard to be cool and talk 
About hope.
Hope sounds like a lecture 
To the cynical conjecture 
Hope is the Goody two shoes 
Sometimes, the harry high pants to 
Levi jeans and Doc Martin boots 
But It’s sometimes gorgeous. 
And it’s sometimes cool. 
Hope can be new. 
Hope can be old. 
Hope can be blue 
Or almost through
And then come alive again.
Hope is weird sometimes. 
It can be practically 
lost like a dead gothic hole 
Then it can Zombify itself
Into a bit too much hope 
So you have to turn it down- 
Yeah, make it more realistic. 
Hope is sometimes lost on adults 
Like it’s hard to get back not being 
Able to sleep in anticipation of an 
Outing to the Royal Show in Sydney
Or a birthday party 
Or something like that. 
Hope is sometimes lost to children 
Who don’t luck out 
Who get chewed up
By a hopeless case 
Of crap adults. 
Or just people
Who lost hope 
And were too sad. 
It’s not a dirty word. 
It’s not a religion. 
It’s just human 
Either way-
To find it 
And lose it and find it 
And lose it and find it. 
I’d rather save a life 
And talk about it 
I’d rather stay alive
and find it
Than not. 
I’d rather look like 
A cheese-ball
Hoper 
Sometimes 
Than be a quitter
That looks like winner 
On the outside
But is losing that fight 
Or that peace of mind 
That is present 
Or forward in a new 
Tomorrow. 
Yeah I 
Invented tshirts 
In bright ink 
About 
LIFE 
About 
Choosing to Live- 
Wham Bam thankyou Mam 
So bite me.
So what? I’ve bought teddy bears 
Or made them 
And embraced the shmultz 
Of soft childhood reflections 
Whateves. 
I’m suspicious of people 
Who pretend not to like 
Bears in shorts anyway
Or leather hats 
Or faux fur bikinis. 
It’s better than having
to actually wear a faux fur bikini 
As a middle aged woman. 
I’m not hoping for fur bathing suits 
Or a poem that is less lame than this 
Lame poem. 
I’m not hoping it will win a Pultzer prize 
Or Pulitzer prize 
Or however you f’n spell it. 
I was just hoping everyone could feel like 
The queen of Hearts. 
Or The King of Hearts 
Or the Prince of Burger rings, 
Whatever makes you remember 
Whatever makes you laugh 
Whatever makes you try again 
Whatever makes you groan 
But secretly lights a flame again. 
Sometimes looking like a fool 
Isn’t as bad as the perfect lie. 
Hope is no fool. 
Hope is no troll to 
Reality. 
It’s what I hope for you 
I hope for your hope
To abound in action. 
I’m happy to wear the 
Red curly Annie Wig, 
Sun coming out tomoz 
and all that. 
I’m just not into suicide. 
And if that sends you to 
A critical point of 
Vomitbucket
Then find something 
Else 
That lights the flame. 
(Preferable not heroin) 
Yeah, hope is underrated bro 
Yeah hope is so berated sis 
Give it up for the Sunrise 
She is so amazing. 
You simply can’t miss out 
On that. 

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